I have thought about writing so many times, but my thoughts have truly been scattered for several months. SO much has been going that I just could never settle myself to write. It has been quite some time since I last wrote, so I will fill you in on what's happened since then. I traveled to Arizona for the 1st time. It had been on my list of places to visit and it became even more imperative for me to visit when my son and his fiance moved there a year ago and let us know they were expecting a child. However, I didn't go out there just for a casual visit. I went to see the doctors at the Mayo Clinic. I had been having tons of trouble with my left leg since 2014. I had seen countless doctors and been tested for numerous ailments that ranged from MS to Paget's Disease. I never did get the answer I was seeking. All they know is that for some unknown reason I developed sclerotic lesions on my hip bone and I now need a hip replacement. While we were there, I did enjoy seeing my oldest son and the sites of Arizona. We took a road trip to Sedona and I got to cross something off my 'to-do" list. I've always been drawn to Sedona and didn't know why. Now I do. It is truly a magical place. We hope to take our sons there soon, so they can have that experience.
Another surgery was definitely not what I wanted to deal with. Especially since I am still dealing with the after-effects of my lumpectomy and lymph node dissection. But, I know I need it my hip fixed. Just praying it will be successful and that I will be pain-free, finally!
Also, some good news! I celebrated my 1-year cancer-free anniversary on January 31st! I feel pretty good. Still dealing with the neuropathy in my feet and mild lymphedema in my breast, but they said I would have a "new normal" and this is mine. I still have the hot flashes from hell several times and day and insomnia, but I'm just happy to still be here, around my husband and sons.
Because of my hip/leg situation, I haven't been able to get back to auditioning like I want to. I've done a few small projects, but I'm limited due to my lack of mobility. It's been hard. Very hard at times But, it is has given me the chance to sit back and really think about what I would like to do in the near future.
I know I will always love acting and have some goals I want to meet. But, I wouldn't mind working in other capacities in my industry. I used to do craft services and I loved it. I would also maybe like to work for the Film office. I think that would be amazing! We have so many great projects coming to our city.
Time will tell. Right now, I'm just trying to keep my thoughts positive and set on getting this hip of mine back in working order. I will try not to wait so long to write again.
Peace and Love, everyone!
